God is good but Life is boring.

If passion & excitment eventually disappears when the wait became far too long, what will replaced them? Maybe the feeling of Lost? Or the Conviction of pressing on? I never experience so much waiting in my life until the last few months. Ever since God said ‘Be patient and wait’, there isn’t much i could do.

The problem to a boring life is that nothing seems to be happening. The passion & excitment which once burning brightly, now dimmed. I wonder what will replace that flame once it burns out? Or will it ever burns out? Everytime i turned to God for direction, the very same words ‘Be patient and wait’ repeated. It really stretches my faith when i wonder about the span of my wait.

Maybe over 40 years.

The strange thing to it is that there isn’t anything much i can do about it. Even when i tried to, it created some stressful moments for myself. So the idea is to trust God and wait. Whatever He has arranged will eventually come to pass. The only thing i can do is to stay sharp and alert to any given opportunity. My God is good, i believe that He have prepared the best for me. So i just wait and wait and wait till the right opportunity comes along.

PS: Please read my other posts about my conviction in staying balanced in my walk with God. As i believe in the totality of the Word of God, i also believe that my blog have to be read whole to fully comprehend the life i lived.