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The world around me shatters into pieces.
Each reflecting a piece of me.
The past are full of lost opportunities.
As usual, wanting to turn back time.
But it’s all hopeless and wishful thinking.
Never will and never would be.
How far is my sight?
What do i see?
Nothing!!!
How deep is my conviction?
What will i do?
Something!!!
How strong is my desire?
What do i want?
Everything!!!
I want to see the vision of Martin Luthur to reform.
William Wilberforce’s strength in fighting the abolition of the slave trade.
I want a deep conviction to stand for something that God hates.
I want that call.
I want it more than anything else.
Life pretty busy at the moment. Well, it sure reminds me of good old Renewalk days but this time round: OC08. I seriously thought that helping in administration isn’t too bad but well, i am so sooo wrong. Hahahhaa. To make matter worse, i have to do it all without my left hand. Hai, it just makes me wonder what is wrong with my body. You really do feel the lost of something precious, when you need it. It is just so fustrating. Things that needs to be done quickly but now, it is not possible.
One thing which i am reminded once more is not to look at the problem, but the solution for the problem. Often we get stuck because of our focus. We forgot to look upwards towards God and around for the way out. I guess i do learn that the hard way.
One of my resolution of the year “Joyous despite any Circumstances“.
Treasure every single opportunity that God gives,
Be it the first or the last.
Do your very best in every single one,
And trust God to bring another one.
Only at my last, that i learnt to trust.
Learn to trust, when it starts.
Do not let any opportunity come to pass,
But seize every one, as it comes.
Thank You Lord, even if it is the last.
Treasuring every moment, while it last.
Thank You Lord, as i start.
Growing as i trust.
Thank You Lord for opportunities
Lots of things are on my mind at this very moment and with heaps of things which i need to do. But everything that i tried, just doesn’t seems to go the way i wanted it to be. Despite wanting to trust and exercise my faith in God, I am feeling scared making me very limited. God, please help me as i try.
When you ask for surprises, God will give. Well, the first surprise of the year totally caught me off guard. It resulted in a mix of emotions. From lost to anger to resignation to meekness. Through it all, i learn to trust God.
“One opportunity lost will be the gain of another opportunity”
Indeed, that is how i believe God will want me to see it. I guess there isn’t any point dwelling in pain but to have a hope for God’s providence and deliverance. Sometimes, the path we choose to walk might not be the path God wanted us to walk. So He will have to guide us unto the right path. That result in surprises because we thought we know what is best for us.
“Continue down the path of righteousness, don’t leave the track”
Thank You Lord,
for bringing me out of darkness.
Thank You Lord,
for a great and awesome day.
Thank You Lord,
for the surprises that you will bring.
Thank You Lord,
for the opportunities that you gave to me.
Thank You Lord,
for reminding me.
Thank You Lord,
these situations.
Thank You Lord,
Thank You Lord.
Father,
please sustain me through this period.
please be my help and my strength.
i do not know what to do,
but i know i can trust You.
i am clueless,
but i know You will provide a way out.
use this time to develop my convictions,
and to strengthen my character.
help me to remain joyous through all circumstances,
faithful to the end.
through i might be in the valley,
but i know that victory is in Your house.
i will climb this mountain,
to see sunlight once more.
all i ask is that You will be with me.
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