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Going the Extra Mile with Challenges !!! | 11th Jan 2005

9:1 Leaving Australia for Singapore wins hands down hahahaaa …..

Is there any more choices left for me??? Na …. i don’t think so. Unless God wants me to stay. The sad thing about leaving is leaving behind my friends and Church in Australia …. and i guess that is the only thing which makes me want to stay in the first place hahahaa ….

anyway … with going back as my objective now, i have to change the way i work and the way i think for the rest of the year. I decide to give a 120% towards the way i live this one year period to God, to my studies, to the church and to His people. I want to help to grow people as much i could help it, to the church and ministries as best i could. Going at 120% means i will have lesser time for myself but i guess it is pretty worth it. and of course shouldn’t have much problem handling it as well … be it Spiritually, Mentally, Emotionally or physically. This two years in Brisbane have grown me well hahhaaa …. Of course seeking after God’s blessing means everything will go right hehehehee …… Mr S.A. TAN, get behind me !!! As Jesus will have said it as well hehehehhehe …..

In the first year in Brisbane, i learnt about >> Serving and Minsitry. Second year in Brisbane >> Perserverance. This year, i want to be challenge in everything i do and to go the extra mile in everything i do. Therefore this is my theme of the year.

MY THEME OF THE YEAR >>
“Going the Extra Mile with Challenges”

A letter to reach heaven !!! | 23rd Jan 2005

LORD,

Telling me to do something and not telling me what is my boundaries …. Yucky !!!
It seems to me that i am left in the middle of ‘to do’ or ‘not to do’ …. Yucky !!!
Left in the suspense …. Yucky !!!
Unresponsiveness …. Yucky !!!
Confrontation leads to …. Yucky !!!
Anger …. Yucky !!!
Disappointment …. Yucky !!!
Lack of direction …. Yucky !!!

Are you sure Lord !!!
What is Your plan !!!
What do You intend to do !!!
What You want me to do !!!
I can’t take it anymore Lord !!!
I hate it Lord !!!
Make it go away Lord !!!
Make everything work Lord !!!
I don’t know what to do Lord !!!
This seems impossible !!!
So what can i do !!!
Whats’ the use !!!
I don’t think it will ever work !!!
So what am i responsible for !!!

Into Your hands … I commit … i will do what i can do … i will work with what You set in place … i will confront with love … i will obey … i will walk this path with righteousness … i will learn what You are going to place in my life … i will pray that everything will be achieve even though of the limitation in place … i will work with what i am given … i shall be faithful no matter how hard it is … i shall be Yours Lord … I shall seek You … This promise i give to You … Bless me Lord … and give me peace, love and patient to work with …

Steve